Free – Hannah M.


So…I wrote some more Dragon Age Filk. I’m not a huge fan of this recording but I’ll probably never re-record it as for now I’m moved on to other fandoms. So I might as well post it, especially seeing as I never post any original content lately.

Fenris/Hawke schmoop. Fenris POV.


Free © Hannah M./PhemieC/Hamsters etc…



Heaven’s for a slave, you obey and behave

but I am a free man, now

and I act for no hand, follow no command but one.

Hell’s for a slaver, a cruel dominator

but I couldn’t care anyhow

Where he is going it’s only worth knowing he’s gone

and I’m lost in a heart that is breaking open slowly like an egg, newborn and ready to feed

begging through a crying mouth, and an aching jaw

When you asked me to stay

was a slave what you saw?

I thought I could have it all

I thought for a second I could have it all

In a house that’s not mine you will find me

standing alone

All this time in this place, all the years I have chased, how I tried

In a room that is yours, you of course would

welcome me into your home

But why would you want to let someone like me inside?

and I’m found in a city that feels, isn’t that strange? Haven’t I pushed myself close

enough to the edge with my fears, my regrets and my rage, chasing ghosts?

Did you think I’d give in

to my skin, the pathways that call?

Someday I will give you my all

I promise you, someday, I will give you it all.

And I swear by the maker, by the hand of fate if fate exists

You were waiting just for me, in the clearing of that alienage

I will follow you downward, through death if it’s required

and through worse if that’s required too

I’m free, but I belong to you

In the back of a bar, I saw a part

of a life that I wanted to know

But nothing is free from the stain on my heart and my soul.

Behind wine covered walls you answered my call

Sometimes I’m not sure why you bother’d at all.

I apologized for all of my lies and my faults.

And I’m cut from the cord of destruction and given to love, illiterate, angry and pained

Who knew I’d acquire a taste for the life lived unchained?

When you asked me to stay,

When you touched me that way, I thought I saw…

I think we can have it all.

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